How terrible those procedures were! I had to pay hundreds for a trip to Guangzhou to finish all of them. The good news is they have been done finally, which means I will be able to set off on time. I should hurry up, cos the bloody accommodation residence service has been warning me of the room holding. What the stingy businessmen! They are about to sell my room to others and possess themselves of my deposit! But I believe I can control them through emails. Anyway, I've got the money for the visa application back and 500 UK stirling pounds in cash. That was fascinating! I am rich ;). What is more, I had a nice trip around the city of Guangzhou and took plenty of beautiful photos~!

  Oh, for Christ's sake, I have finally finished the thesis! What a frustrating thing! Format, format, where is the sample? Everyone has its own style. Jesus. I printed it four times! Oh yes, it is fine. I can keep one as a memory anyway. Ash to ash, dust to dust. Let it be. I've gotta play insanely. Cheers.

  I've got an excellence with my final-year dissertation. I thought it was merely a good. Many things prove that I am lack of a bit confidence in things. I am not aware of the causes. It sounds weird, and I know what I've done in the final-year thesis. I believe it is still far from the perfection. A great number of things were not on the right track. If I am asked to do it again, I should make big changes. It wasn't really a project, but merely a tiny training I think. However, it is fair enough. At least I've understood what the real research should be, and what environment for research I would like to have. It seemed to be a dream, a good dream anyway. So er, I am lucky to some extent. But what about the CSC application? The tuition fee waiver was there, but they just asked one? Did they see it? Made some reasons to reject me? Am I worth it? If they intended to, why not reject me directly? Jesus, I have to keep waiting until July. A long, difficult and nervous period. The pleasing thing is that I will be qualified for the entry into UCL which is indeed an excellent Univ. anyway. Hope everything great in the near future.

  Lots of college students in the department of Biology will make new choices as they will gradute from the school soon. Many of them chose to stay at the Dept., in other words, could not find jobs of Biology. What should we do? This subject should develop, and will have a bright future, but it seems not to happen right now. Some news, dunno whether they are official, read that Biotech is the top unrealistic subject in colleges in China. What is more, No.1 high school students compete for this subject in Univs. each year. The case is that few industrial resources has been established. Where do these graduates go? They can only wait, or go abroad, or change their career path, i.e., very difficult to find jobs. It is said that several doctors competed for a position of teacher in a high school although they did very well in their PhDs. No career equals no income. They are educated, but they cannot earn their living. It is a waste of social resources. What is wrong?

  Neuroscience or Psychology? Still waiting for the answer. Looking forward to it in July.

Oh god, what the hell did I do? HIV spilled on my face?! Is it the result a biology student deserves? Living in danger? I think I am not ready for a future life completely in biology. That is why I choose to change my major to some extent. Not only could the danger be the reason, but I would like to learn something else as well, although it is difficult. Life is a virus. If you cannot (or will not) settle in one cell, just go to another, or you will die.

 

I just try my best, and for the HIV, don't worry, it won't hurt me, just lentivirus. Merry Christmas (although it is late) and happy new year!

I really do not know why I have abandoned my last home. Can the old, lengthy and meaningless ID be a reason? I suppose so. Indeed it is difficult for most people to memorize.

 

So I chose a renascence. I used to have a limited social circle. All my friends are those whom I know--of course, they are all Chinese. From the deep of my heart, I find that the global world is precisely my world. I have the desire to communicate with people from all corners of this blue planet and I've decided to have a change and a try.