I've got an excellence with my final-year dissertation. I thought it was merely a good. Many things prove that I am lack of a bit confidence in things. I am not aware of the causes. It sounds weird, and I know what I've done in the final-year thesis. I believe it is still far from the perfection. A great number of things were not on the right track. If I am asked to do it again, I should make big changes. It wasn't really a project, but merely a tiny training I think. However, it is fair enough. At least I've understood what the real research should be, and what environment for research I would like to have. It seemed to be a dream, a good dream anyway. So er, I am lucky to some extent. But what about the CSC application? The tuition fee waiver was there, but they just asked one? Did they see it? Made some reasons to reject me? Am I worth it? If they intended to, why not reject me directly? Jesus, I have to keep waiting until July. A long, difficult and nervous period. The pleasing thing is that I will be qualified for the entry into UCL which is indeed an excellent Univ. anyway. Hope everything great in the near future.

  Lots of college students in the department of Biology will make new choices as they will gradute from the school soon. Many of them chose to stay at the Dept., in other words, could not find jobs of Biology. What should we do? This subject should develop, and will have a bright future, but it seems not to happen right now. Some news, dunno whether they are official, read that Biotech is the top unrealistic subject in colleges in China. What is more, No.1 high school students compete for this subject in Univs. each year. The case is that few industrial resources has been established. Where do these graduates go? They can only wait, or go abroad, or change their career path, i.e., very difficult to find jobs. It is said that several doctors competed for a position of teacher in a high school although they did very well in their PhDs. No career equals no income. They are educated, but they cannot earn their living. It is a waste of social resources. What is wrong?

  Neuroscience or Psychology? Still waiting for the answer. Looking forward to it in July.